Twilight - new moon..chewah haha

Salam, ku klaka sarawak juak tek haha.. bak kata twilight, new moon. Camya juak ngan ku, new moon. 1 disember 2009 tek manandakan dah 2 tahun mek 2 bersama.. tok la hubungan ku paling lamak ngan seseorang.. n aku ingin nak meneruskan hubungan tok 'to the next level'. yup, ku rasa dah tiba masanya ku hidup membujang.. umo dah meningkat, ku dah da org yang ku sayang, cinta. maybe d mata org lain, org suma x tauk apa special nya si dia.. tapi bagi aku, dia begitu special. pengalaman ku selama 3 bulan ya mengajar aku yang xda org lain yang mampu memberikankan ku kegembiraan kedak yang nya mampu berik aku.. bila nya bersama ku seolah-olah xda masalah gik ku di dunia tok..

yup, u r the only girl in my heart.. 3 bulan ku cuba lari, p makin jauh lari, makin tringat ngan nya.. makin ku cuba lupak, makin memori mek 2 bermain di ingatan.. bila mek 2 dah temu balit kinek tok,...makin ku xmok melepaskan nya gik..

seminggu tok arum bulak nang mek 2 mala jak keluar bersama.. tido jak sik serumah... n aku berasa sangaaaattt happpppyyy.. huhuhuhu mek 2 main pool, aku menang slalu.. haha nang terer la aku minggu tok hjaha... mek 2 makan sama, n makan kat tempat yang aku sik pernah makan n ingin gilak nak makan...then nya pelok tangan ku tym driveing...that is the best feeling ever... rindu ku ngan pelukan ya...xpernah ku rasa se happy ya... mun aku pande mati lam minggu tok tek eh,, mati happy ku haha... baruk la ku rasa happy n hidup ku sik suram n empty...tang complete jak huhuhu... p nak sigek jak la... nya seh lum bukak facebook ny k ku...maybe tegal ku lamak gilak sik unblock facebook ku li... p sikpa... ku sabar nunggu.. juz ku eran sigek jak,,, nya seh engkah status its complicated... ya yang ku takut... coz pengalaman ku sebelum tok, bila 'complicated tok' ... da la kes lain.. ya yg ku takut... perkara yang paling ku takut... ku juz pat berserah jak... anyway, apa-apa pun, ku tetap sayang ngan nya... ku tetap cintakan nya... ku pun berharap hubungan mek 2 kali tok sikkan kedak dolok2 gik.. ku aka cuba mengubah mana2 kesilapan ku coz nya pun ada madah yang nya akan berubah n sik kedak dolok demi aku.. if u're the one for me, i will cherish u wif all my heart...i luv u vee..n i hope we will be together with a new status...


Lagu ini khas buatmu..



If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this **much** is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?


p/s : i love u vee..