I hate myself coz..:

1. being so stupid
2. believing in something that wasn't there
3. being 'perasan'..(i dunno the word for it in english), coz i've been living in a dream that i created only in my mind..bodo ow..
4. i feel stupid coz i thought it was mine to take but actually it someone else s'
5. being 'lambat pickup'
6. thinking of 'us' where actually there's only me..
7. deceiving myself, lying to myself
8. i cannot stop loving you

p/s : its not ur fault.. it was mine to blame..all mine.. n i'll luv u owez..